what i need

simple thing i want rite now is communicating with you. Whatever the topic is, are wo simply done or just go on. What you want for you and for us. Reason why you act dumb and hell, so annoying to me. I just need those things this time. Not you suddenly come here, or other sweet things. If its my fault so i apologize for what i've been said to you. But this thing its make me sick, make me doubt you more, make me done in believing you, make me so angry and for the same time sad too. Just go explain i'll hear you. For me rather hurt than hear nothing at all from you. About what we should be. Rite now its all your choice, free to decide, i just need explanation and i swear i will go if i should.