i really know. we never going anywhere but stay.
but i just cant do anything. i told everyone i'll give him a chance.
like my mom says "Sayang aja g cukup" which i really understande the meaning.
maybe i'm afraid to hurt his heart, or ruin what we have now. but i swear i cant love him back they way he love me.
but i swear i always try.
i miss the time when i can laugh out loud with my starlite, but we cant be together now. Mungkin gw tidak bersyukur, sudah dicintai sebegitu besar tapi masih banyak menuntut, well salahkah?
sometimes i feel really tired to try,but i have to right?
ntah lah banyak ketakutan, takut dy begini dan begitu. but someone said "klo kamu udah bisa melogikakan perasaan it wont work out"semoga tidak.
susah banget untuk tetap bertahan, entah sampai kapan gw mampu untuk terus begini. Kadang banyak banget omongan gw tanpa sensor, gw sih pengen dy jadi kayak yang gw mau.But i cant rite.apakah itu termasuk melogikakan perasaan.
huh...i dont know.just enjoy the show.
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